While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I’d wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say ‘Will you…’ my answer is ‘Yes’, before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you. For me, imagination and desire are very close.
not sleeping and hating everything is the lifestyle I live
does everyone have that one person you don’t miss everyday or maybe not even for a few days but when the world stops spinning and you have a second to breathe… jesus, waves of missing you tackles me like a tilde wave and i feel like i’m drowning with my chin up in your absence